http://news.yahoo.com/inspector-philly-collapse-commits-suicide-121956520.html
PHILADELPHIA (AP) — An official says an inspector who surveyed a Philadelphia building before it collapsed last week, killing six people, has committed suicide.Deputy Mayor Everett Gillison says the inspector was found fatally shot in a pickup truckWednesday night. The man was a Department of Licenses and Inspections employee who had inspected the building May 14.Officials were informing department staff Thursday morning and the man's name wasn't immediately being released.City officials are planning a 9:30 a.m. news conference.The building was being demolished when it collapsed onto a neighboring Salvation Army Thrift Store on June 5, killing two employees and four customers. Police allege a heavy equipment operator was high on marijuana when it happened.
some say suicide is the cowards way out, but who's to say at what level are you labeled a coward and how can one judge another without knowing every single thing in that life that brought them to that point.
grief is as powerful a emotion as any, inability to forgive one's self results in feeling unworthy of any forgiveness even that of our Lord, that i would not wish on anyone.
if you get to a place where you figure even God won't forgive your transgression, i believe that is the real proverbial "HELL ON EARTH"
